I started up not really believing in reiki. It was just a tool I could use to sit and pray with the dying but as time goes on, I find myself believing in it more and more. I decided to go to reiki meetups to get better at it.

Yesterday, 11th May, 2019, I was receiving reiki when it came to me. I have timidity of soul, it imprison me inside. I prayed for the spirit to set me free, like those times in the past when I could also see the spirit taking over me and I become a new person. For instance, one day at caregiving training institute. I was finding practice very hard when something came over me and told me I could do it.

Yesterday, the answer came mentally, it is not timidity, it is containment. Containment is different. It is strength. It is condensing of my energies into a whole. I thank God for that.