I dreamed I was joining the community of nuns at the chapel I go to for Mass. I thought, am I really doing it? Second time in my life ? I really am but this time I am different. I am lots older and settled. I am able to go day after day in life without looking for anything extra or expect anything. I will be able to stay on this time.

Interesting. Not something I would do today. That said, I appreciate entering the monastery decades ago. It makes me what I am today. I would not be what I am today without that experience, seeking God in the silence and solitude of a monastery.