I am able to “see” myself. Just now I saw the “waves” I had been making recently is actually instrumental in helping me grow up. I felt overnight, I grew up. The other side of me is emerging, the one who is centered and stays in control, the “me” most people undermine and do not know existed till they bring that side out so to say. It stays centered and in truth and because it is, it is strong. I am always aware of this “spirit” in me. It is “me” yet it is not “me”, an inner strength, an inner spirit. When I am this way, I think of the road sign on Texas highways, “Do not mess with Texas….”