For some time now, my desire is to reach that level of spirituality.

Where my prayers would be effective.

I look at Ramana Maharshi.

He sat in silence and people who sat in silence with him,

would experience healing or receive spiritual graces.

I wanted to have some of that power.

To attain to that, I have to be further on my spiritual path.

And so I aspired toward that.

At the same time, it was like a secret I kept in my soul.

For how do I confess to that?

It is like so much spiritual pride.

Yet I came to divulge it, confess to it and shared it.

As the desire become more earnest.

And I realize as our desires are, as our passions are,

so also it is our goal in life.